lifesuxxxxx:

hey lets make out

// This is some girly shit//

But it is what it is. I know I just get lonely when it’s cold and rainy, but I’d really like a girl to enjoy these kind of evenings with. Even platonically- though I think that’s impossible. If I found the right girl, hell, I’d probably date her if she’d have me. I don’t want the stress that all those shitty high school relationships put on things. But seeing all my college friends having shitty college relationships makes me want to just find a girl to hold hands with. Maybe the whole ideals and fears of dating will last me until the day I ask a girl to marry me. Who knows. I just really hate not having like that “one” person that brightens my day that I could cuddle up and watch the office and cartoons with her. Maybe I’m too picky. But I want a girl that’ll put up with me and my childish nature. But also a girl that isn’t so independent that she hates me sticking up for her or helping her. I probably won’t date a girl until I find that. I hope I keep up with that mindset. God help me. 

// Some people..//

are the BIGGEST fucks when it comes to their own religion. If you’re going to quote the bible all up on your facebook, don’t leave things out just to prove your own hypocritical point. You piece of shit. This is what’s wrong with Christianity and why believing in Christ looks so distorted to everyone else.. When you’re more caught up on talking about hell than heaven, I wonder where you’re fucking headed.

I’m really bad with the whole, “turning the other cheek thing” and the whole “not using idle words” thing. But I’m just pissed off. God have mercy on my soul. I hope that the actions of myself and others does not become a stumbling block to anyone. God restore the simplistic message of love and grace.